sye xfham ap motif awk ckp sye slah??

ermm...ble pk2 sye still xnmpk ap2 mtif awk 2..sye knal awk thun lpas n sye b'hnti utk knal awk smalm..okay xpe..sye skit pn xde niat tok msuh dgn spe2 tpi awk aggp sye mcm 2..xp lh awk xnmpk sye nh mcm mne tpi thu nk tduh je..slme nh awk knl n baik ngn sye n mkin lme awk wt sye nh ske dkat awk n stia dkat awk..klau ad mslah ap2 awk sllu cri sye n shre dgn sye..n klau awk ad mslh kwgn sye tlng awk...ble awk nk smbung stdy awk ckp stress sgt2 sb prents awk xnk amk thu pn n suh awk pndi2 bli brang sndri..ble sye dgr 2 sye sdh n tlong awk sbb sye xnk awk lpaskn pluang t0k awk stdy..tpi ble dh lme2 awk stdy awk dh lpe dkat sye..awk xcri sye n awk hlng mcm 2..ble sye tnye awk sllu je nk mrah..n stu hri 2 awk accdent..ya Allah btpe tkj0tnyer sye dgar awk kne mcm 2..sye ckp sye nk g lwat awk tpi awk xbgi n mcm2 alsan awk bg dkat sye..ok xpe sy cye dkat awk..lpas dh ok awk ad cri sye jgak tpi lpas sye blik dri exam fnal c00kng awk dh wt hal blik..awk diam n just 2 or 3 kpng je msg awk cri sye..sye pn dh xpk ap2 dh mse 2..dh lme2 awk mnx break ngn sye ok sye trima dgan hti t'buka..tpi tub2 bpe hri lpas 2 sye nmpak awk kuar ngn pmpn lain b'dua..sye tnye lpas 2 sb sye rse mcm syg lgi dkat awk tpi mcm2 alsan awk bgi..k xp lh lpas 2 sy dh xcri awk lgi..lw sye cri awk pn sye juz nk mnx maaf n ckp g00d lck je..2 jla..tpi ad 1 hri 2 no. xknl cntct n tnye sye nh spe..pnye la tnye n last2 dye ngku yg dye 2 gf bru awk..ok lpas 2 sye sllu cntct dye n cte smua yg dye tnye n ap yg sye rse slme nh..dye mcm trse gler sbb dgr ap yg awk wt kt sye kbnykannyer sme dgn dye..sye pn sje je tnyer blik kt awk soaln yg sllu sye tnye tpi awk nfikn smuanyer..ckp pnyer ckp last2 dye mnx break ngn awk sbb tkut awk blh wt kt dye mcm ap yg pnh awk wt kt sye..ap dye last2 kntoi n sye bgtaw kt awk yg sye dh thu dh smua yng awk srok slme nh ngn sye n ap yg sye syak 2 smuanyer btul..OMG..ble sye tnye dkat awk, awk xnk ngku jgak smpai sye ckp sye thu hal nh dri org yg awk knl jgak..cll pnyer cll last2 sye yg kne mrah n awk ckp sye nk msnahkn hbngan awk dgn dye n sje nk hncurkn hbngn 2..oh pliss laa spe nk kcu hbgan awk 2..skit pn xde la dlam hti nh nk kcu..sye agp dye 2 mcm adk sye n sbb 2 sye cte kt dye n sye siap ckp lgi kt dye law dye nk stay tlng bnyk bsbar tpi awk dh xpk ap2 dh awk juz thu nk srang sye..n last2 awk ckp sye lah pnce sglen2nyer awk gduh ngn fmly awk n sy lah pnyebab awk stress ap smua..OMG..pdhal sye ingt lgi mse awk ckp awk jdi ad mslah ngn fmly awk sbab kwan awk cter kt dad awk yg awk kwan ngn org bkan2,mcm xfkus kt stdy n mcm2 la kwan awk cter...tpi last2 awk ckp sye yg slah..ap motif awk pn sye xthu la..elok2 sye xskit hti ngn awk last2 sye skit hti blik..k lah sye mnx maaf bnyk2 sye xpnh pn nk kcu hdup awk n skit pn dlam hti nh xniat pn nk tgu awk lgi wlapn fmly sye dh knal awk mcm mne..tlong la jgn pk sye mcm 2..sakit k0t..dh2 la dgn slme nh awk tpu sye bulat2 tpi skang awk nk slahkn sye plak..ckup la awk wt prngai mcm nh..motif sbnar pn sye xfham knpe awk wt sye mcm nh??

jka sye dh xde pluang lgi tok hdup di dnia nh...

if i die young...sye nk mnx mf kt my mom n all my fmly..as thy know i rly2 love u all..hri2 sye fkir ttg my fmly, my frenz n s0me1 that i rly2 l0ve him...sye syng smua..mmg sye lain dri sme..pling dgil, pling nkal n mcm2 lgi..bkn ap sye xnk tnjuk yg sye nh ad mslh or skt...sye xnk wt org rsau sl sye..sbb 2 xrmai thu sye nh mcm mne..yg org sllu nmpknyer sye nh grang n ikt kple sndri..sye sbnyer bkn mcm 2...tpi sye xnk org thu sye nh mcm mne...sye wt ap yg sye nk wt n mcm2 pglmn dh sye dpt slme 20thn nh..sye hnye mncrtkan ttg dri sye dkt diari sye n blog nh..sye rse tng bler sye tlis ap2...sye xnk sshkn org lain tpi kdg2 sye rse sye myshkn org jgk..mgkn rmai yng xske sye sb sye nh bknyer prmah sgt pn n sye bknyer mcm org lain..sye dgn hdup sye je tpi nrnyer sy thu je sl bnda luar..sye xnk kcwakn spe2 pn..klu kwan sy btul2 nk mnx mf sb sye ad mrh2 or wt spe2 trse hti..sye nrnyer syg dkt awk tpi 2 laa..kdg2 awk xnmpk sye bler sye nk awk..jdi sb 2 sy b'diam dri lpas ap yng t'jdi dkt awk dgn sye..sye blh je kwn tpi sye akn diamkn dri sye..biarla org pk sye nh jht or ap2 tpi sye thu ap yng sy skit..sy nrnyer syg sgt2 kt awk..n smua kwan2 sye yg pnh sye knal sye syg awk smua..sye mnx maaf lw ad wt slh ap2...2 my l0ve sye nrnyer syg sgt dkt awk tpi sye xnk tnjuk spe sye sbnrnyer sbnyer sye xthu awk mcm mne lgpn awk pn xnk knl sye mcm mne..awk nh lain dri yg lain..sye xthu npe sye blh jmpe n ske kt awk sjak sye tgok awk..tpi 2 la awk dh xde dgn sye ble sye p'lkan awk..awk dh lain..xp lh..sye fhm awk mcm mne..sy xnk mghrap ap2 pn..xp lh mgkn slme nh sye pn ad bnyk wt slah..sye sbnrnyer nk mnx maaf dgn s0meone nh tpi 2 la dye kras kple n ego mcm sye jgak...sye dh bnyk tlong dye mse ssah n smua bnda sye tlong dye..tpi last2 dye ckp sye yg slh n slh ats sgle2nyer yg mybbkn dye gduh ngn fmly dye n dye sllu stress sb sye slme nh..sye xthu nk mnx maaf n ckp mcm mne ngn dye sbb sye dh xblh nk ckp ngn dye lgi sbb dye btul2 mrah sye..tpi xpe biar la dye agp sye slah n biar la sye mnx maaf je kt dye..n hnye Allah je thu sy slme nh mcm mne ble dye ngn sye...ahh sdih sgt..lw ad pluang nti biar la sye cri dye n ckp fce 2 fce..biar dye thu smuanyer dgn btul..ermm klau sy pgi pn lpas nh xp lah..sy dh xksah lgi..sy nk mnx maaf dgn smua kcuali org yg sy slah fham nh je xnk dgr sye nk maaf dgn dye..h0pe sye smpat..love u all if i dh xde nti...

sy ske sgt tgok dye tpi dlam mse yg sme sye jdi ske dkat dye...cmne nh??=>

sy ske tgok dye sjak frst sy jmpe dye...tpi rmai ckap dye smb0ng..ok xp lh xksh pn juz nk tg0k mke dye je...huhu...ngdenyer ak nh...hehhhee...lw nk tw sye xpnh pn ckp or tgur dye tpi sllu t'srempk ngn dye...erm sgt blshing ble llu sblh dye...ad 1 hri 2 dye st0pkn sy c0z nk pnjm pen..ksianyer xde pen..mlm 2 sye llu kt tmpt dye kje sb sy nk g trun kt bwah n tme 2 sy llu sblh dye n snyum je kt dye sbb org sslu ckp dye smbng sgt so mnymph la plak dgr..hahha jhat wt sktika..erm ad smeday 2 dye pngil nme sye c0z ad org kt c2 gtaw kt dye...dye ckp sy smbng sb xnk tlng dye..ap lh dye nh..ok strt dri c2 sy sslu ckp n tlng dye sb sy pn xde kje sgt kt tmpt sye..ermm tpi lpas 2 sy dh bnti dh kje..ermm  tpi kteowng cntct je as a frenz...sy ske kcu dye sb dye nh mcm mlas sgt ble nk ckp so sye ske ejek dye..hee...dye bek n cmel...ske sgat tgok dye..herm..0ne dy kteowng kuar n tme 2 kteowg cte ap2 je n tme 2 la thu erythng yg dye ske sye sjak sye snyum kt dye hri 2...erm 0kay bleh cye ke..huhuu...sjak hri 2 dye alwys txt sye n cri sye tpi kjp jla..erm tpi tbe2 dye brbh n jdi bz..so kteowng dh xmcm dlu dh...erm xp lh xksh pn...mmg sye ske dye tpi xp lh...sy xnk mghrap ap2 lgi...tpi awk ttap ad dlm hti sye smpi skng nh wlpun sye xcte hl yg sbnr kt awk...sy syg sgt2 kt awk tpi syg dri jauh jla...herm +_^

bnda yg bru je jdi kt sya.. :(

ermm...sya ske kwan dgan org tpi dlam mse yg sme sy msti jmpe org yng sy ske..hee..bkan nk ckp pe tpi nk cte je..if jmpe kwn pmpn snang skit tpi dlm mse yg sme kwn pmpn pn mkn dlam jgak..tpi ble dpt kwan lki dye mcm laen skit sbabnyer ad 2 dye btul2 fham prsaan prmpuan n nh bleh jdi bz frenz coz drang btul2 ikhlas dgn kte ble mse ssah n snang tpi jdi ssah kwan ngn laki nh ble kte ad hati dkat dye..mle2 ckp kwan n lme2 bg ayt b'bnga ckit n kte pn dh rse lain..hermm ble dh lme2 plak msing2 dh tw cmne n kli nh ad someone 2 dye ckap kt sye dye suh tgu dye sbb dye xrdy n sy pn jwab ok..tpi dlam mse 2 sy sje nk uji dye n ckp mcm2 kt dye so tme 2 dh nmpk skit lain dye...n ble dh lme2 tgu rse mcm xsdap ati la plak kn..so try cntact dye tpi dye xnk blas..try tnye ap mslh dye skng nh n dye jwab dye mcm dh ksong n mlas nk pk ap2 dh..herm mse 2 dh fhm dh jwpn dye..ske sngt bg hrapn kt orng tpi last2 sme 2 tpu blaka..so saddd...tpi nk wt cmne kn org dh xnk so xkn kte pn nk t'hgeh2 dkt dye..fine laa..wlpun dye ckp mcm2 tpi sy ttap xkn pcye dkt dye lg..herm nk xnk kne la tme hkikat nh..